dream diary

omg so good.

ok for shits and giggles, ie no reason at all, i decided to hop on a plane to america.
the plane landed and i was in the airport in LA. next to the airport was a train station, and i was about to get on a train and go to another city but then i saw my friend blake.
he was with some friends, as he had been in america for a few weeks longer than me and they were all pretty cool. they were all male.
i told him i was thinking about going to another city and he was all "hell no, LA is where the party scene is at" but without that black tone of voice. i told him that i would stay in LA with him and that we should go out that night.
then i asked where they were staying. then they said "what, you don't sleep here, you don't live here, you just stay up all night and keep walking around with your duffel bag."

fuck i wish i could just do that.

then we met up with some other guys who had two trashy looking girls with them. i didn't like the look of them but i was happy to have some female company (that's odd, i hate women). the men then somehow stripped me so all i was wearing was a t-shirt, and started throwing me around, catching me and then throwing me to the next person. it sounds violent and despicable but it wasn't, it was all in good fun, i was just worried about my bum bum showing. then one of the guys was just carrying me, it was kinda cute. then he stroked my head and said "hey, you have real hair!" it wasn't till then that i realised i was blonde in this dream, with permanent hair extensions. they looked really good and even though you could tell my hair was dead my hair looked awesome. i can't wait to look like a barbie again.
so anyway, then i got changed into a mini, tight cheetah print dress and black heels. i looked so stereotypical slut and i don't care i looked hot. i also had lovely, smokey dark eye makeup on and omg. i would fuck me. i was also a lot skinnier than i am, and WHY CAN'T I LOOK LIKE THAT IN REAL LIFE? we got to a club, and it was like a private room in the back of it, almost like an apartment. there were cute black leather couches and rest rooms and a beaded doorway that headed back out to the club.
we sat around drinking fancy, fruity drinks, and i can't remember too much except that at one stage i fell over one of the couches backwards and ended up upside down. woopsies,  i'm being mighty slutty in this dream.
then i hopped back on a plane back to australia to work one shift. (?!?!?!?!) afterwards i came home to wash my clothes and dye my regrowth before going back to america.
mum came into the bathroom while i was dying my hair and was like "oh hi sweetie! what are you doing home? how was your friends place?" and i was like "lol wtf i was overseas."
then after doing everything i needed to do i went back to the states and stayed there party-hopping for about a week.

when i am older i am going to do this for like a month i swear.

new holes

i'm incredibly keen.
so it turns out that i didn't get my reverse navel done after all, it's actually a surface piercing (goes in and exits on flat skin).
it hurt a little more than i expected, but that's understandable. it went through a lot of flesh and the gauge was thicker.
there's a few downsides to this sort of piercing though. it takes a lot longer to heal (16 weeks instead of 4-8 with a normal belly piercing) and it has the chance of growing out. but my piercer says that if you get it done professionally, and take good care of it, it shouldn't grow out and that she's never had any problems with any of hers. this makes me feel a lot better.

i'm actually dead-set in love with it though.
i feel more comfortable showing my tummy already and the piercing draws attention away from my flabby stomach.



just after getting it pierced, it's all red haha.



in the chair looking fucking munted.



after getting back to juleyin's after a party. yes this is what i wear to parties.



take note of my bloody elbows... :c

today

my day and my night today was both complete shit and marvelous.
last night i must have called and texted juleyin a thousand times but he kept ignoring me. this morning wasn't much better. no hug, no kiss, no words except 'i don't want to see you or talk to you'. this went on till about lunch. at lunch we had a big fight, and by big fight i mean he yelled at me and i apologized over and over, but in the end we worked things out and i couldn't be happier. i'm never taking you for granted ever again baby.
then this afternoon we had a lovely time together and we actually connected really well, it made me so happy and i could really feel us being closer. it's hard to explain, i just felt things i hadn't before.

tonight was supposed to be my pampering night. i was going to wash + treat my hair, wax my eyebrows, paint my nails and finish my pe assignment. i washed and treated my hair, waxed my eyebrows and moisturized my whole body but i didn't do my nails or my assignment and they were the important things :(
oh well, i'll paint my nails tomorrow morning and study all night tomorrow after my workout at the gym. i have a session with like a professional guy to help me, i'll let you know how it goes.

vv haha, putting my earphones through my stretchers like a mad bitch.

making up was great,

the makeup sex was even better ;)

GYM UPDATE OMG

mummy went in and signed me up, i now have my key ring with the membership card and i am going tomorrow instead of sport at school! I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!

vvvvv a photo of my membership card, my key chain from paris and my little heart that says 'daisy' ^-^

pampering myself tonight!

i washed my hair before and now it feels lovely. i ran out of conditioner a week or so ago and haven't gotten around to buying a new one, so i've been using treatments as conditioner. it's sooooo good. my hair is beautiful and healthy and i can't wait to go blonde again, it will be fantastic. i'm going to slowly get more and more blonde streaks till my hair is natural blonde with brown steaks. going to be expensive..
i also have a full tub of atomic turquoise manic panic that Juleyin bought me for my birthday when i had pink and blue hair. i never used it and i really want to considering it was a birthday gift and he had to order it in. once i'm blonde i'll do the tips and some streaks blue. work shouldn't mind.

after i washed my hair i used a facemask. i did a drama performance today for an assessment task and we had to be clowns. we went over to the primary school next to our school and performed for the kindergarten kids. they loved it.

the clown makeup would have dried out my skin quite badly so the facemask helped a fair bit :) my skin felt and looked so wonderful afterwards.

then i waxed my eyebrows! mum bought me some mini wax strips because i hate how expensive it is to get my eyebrows waxed at the hairdressers or beauty salon. they work really well and i feel so much better now because i hate thick eyebrows and get very insecure about it. i did them realllllly thin this time.

then i painted my nails a lovely green colour. i bought some good nail polish a few weeks back, and i was pretty mad at myself for spending my money. it was only $8 but that is quite a bit to me for just nail polish. so i painted them, and realised that good polish is worth the money - they didn't streak and look so pretty. just hope i don't get sheet marks tonight, i always seem to when i paint my nails at night.

to end my wonderful night i had a delicious steak burger for dinner with egg and salad.

you have no idea how happy i am.