back to blonde

*QUICK APOLOGY*
over the past few weeks i have been insanely busy - i have been going out a lot, away on camp for a week, started year 12 and in general just being a lazy motherfucker when it comes to my blog. hopefully i can find some sort of motivation considering the amount of school work i have actually been doing as of late. if i can study i can blog, right?

this post should probably have come sooner as i have been back blonde for a while now, but regardless, i am actually incredibly happy with my hair for once. i have received so many compliments, and i actually feel beautiful for the first time in a long time.
i feel like myself again. (◡‿◡✿)

guys i need serious halp

do i look better with short hair -



or long hair?



i am going to keep wearing extensions for like forever i was just wondering if i could get away with short hair while my hair is /slowly/ going blonde. because i might have to not wear my extensions for a while, while i am getting my hair to fully blonde. i don't know, i'm concerned and was wondering if i could pull it off.

here's some photos of me with short, blonde hair:

    

 

 

my appearance

hate it, hate it, hate it.

i know that's everyone's job but seriously, i hate that i hate it.
i understand that i'm pretty, i'm not one of those girls who call myself ugly when i'm clearly not, there's just a lot of things i'd like to change.

first things first, my hair.
i am fucking hating it at the moment, everyone says i look way better with dark hair but i think i look weird and mainly just boring.
like here's a photo of me with dark hair;



and here are some photos with me wearing a blonde wig;





like seriously, i think i look so fucking boring with dark hair.
i am going to go blonde and get permanent hair extensions.

i am also going to get more facial piercings.
unfortunately this probably won't be happening until my birthday in february, my mum hates piercings and i won't be legally allowed to get them on my own till february (my sixteenth birthday).

 

what else can i complain about?
i have no style. the end.

hair

i don't know what to do with it!!
being boring is pissing me off, but i suppose that's what happens when you've got a job. shqigvakbaoscs@+@ and i want more piercings.
so the other day i bleached some parts of my hair, just a few foils. they went orange as expected, so i put a turquoise colour through it and it turned out a green colour that i actually liked. last night i re-bleached those parts and they're still orange/yellow! can't believe it, i really didn't think i had that much colour build-up. so i put the blue through again it's now green again. the second bleaching actually did damage my hair a bit so i'm going to wait a while before redoing it.
i'm not too worried though, it's in the underlayers of my hair so you can barely see it and it actually looks pretty nice.
eventually i want to have white through my hair. i want other colours in it too but i'm not sure what and i need to work it out before i kill my hair for no reason. i wanted black and white but i'm not sure where the parts will be, i'll google some images and see.

lol fuck google, nothing good on there. i've decided to keep putting big foils in my hair, and get them really blonde before i put the next lot in, it's going to take fucking ages but oh well.
last night i was wearing a blonde wig of shawna's, it looked so cool and made me 100% certain i'm going back blonde. it's going to be difficult though. my hair is naturally dark and i have dark colour build-up.
ugh wish i could stay happy with one hair colour, i just want long, healthy hair.

but i'm so over dark hair!

i am also saving up for micro-bead hair extensions, like the permanent ones. they're $300 so after i get my laptop then it's another one of my priorities. but i want my hair to be blonde before i get them, i don't want to bleach the extensions.

omg me blonde haha

found some old photos from around the time of my most previous post, and one random photo of me with really short, brown hair. in order from oldest to most recent.

ps lol check out the gashes in my wrist in some of these photos.