i suppose i was just thinking about last year - having bright pink hair, getting drunk and stoned every single day, having no responsibilities and not giving a single fuck.
i miss that, y'know?
i just hate not being able to do things because i have work the next day or in the afternoon.
i'm just lazy, i'm just rambling.
but i need to work, i have so many things i need money for.
the most imminent on that list would be:
- asking alexandria/skyway/amity ticket ($50)
- those doc martens i saw ($250)
- and new hair extensions ($100ish)
extensions aren't that urgent but these ones are pretty much ruined, and i'll need new ones before the 4th of november,which is my formal.
i'm just a mess, about everything and every one and i don't know what to do and i can't bring myself to make my blog more organised again.