huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuur.

loving my hair at the moment, but of course i'm still not happy.

it's a lovely bright blue at the top, then fades to blonde at the bottom. so like opposite dip-dye.
going blonde again re-affirmed what everyone has always said and what i knew all along, i look way better with dark hair and being blonde washes me out. i look good with colours, though, which is why i'm blue at the moment. i'm really quite glad work doesn't seem to mind.

by the formal i want to have blue hair on one half and black on the other. i will start by getting some foils through my hair and my extensions :-)

i don't want to go fully dark straight away, or even half, because when you have black/dark brown hair after having bleached it so many times you can really see the dead ends, and all the little splits in each hair. it sucks. so i will keep treating it for ages (which reminds me i need to buy more treatment mask).
in a couple of weeks i will ask mum to take me to the salon. i don't know if i'll have much money to put towards it but i will try.
oh i love my mum and i don't even care i love that i live at home.

so yes, in a few weeks i'll get the black foils in the left side of my hair. the left side, because, it's a lot less dead and i like the blue on my right side. having a straight fringe will also make this look extra nice. i love symmetry. having permanent extensions would also be beneficial so i could part it down the back without seeing my clips, but i'll just have to deal with that.

in a few months or whatever i will have all black hair, and get permanent extensions because regrowth won't be a bitch like it would be with bleached hair.

i am excited to have dark hair again, it really compliments my face and makes me all pretty. only shit thing is that it's so boring and i just know after a few months of being dark again i'll be like "i miss being blonde i look so pretty blonde and it's not boring blah blah blah i'm going to bleach and kill my hair again now heheheh bye". that's actually what happened before i went light again this time -___-
i just hope before i do that again i come here and remind myself how i always regret it.

actually i always regret everything i do with my hair, in the long run. at least i seem to pull off everything i come up with.

guys i need serious halp

do i look better with short hair -



or long hair?



i am going to keep wearing extensions for like forever i was just wondering if i could get away with short hair while my hair is /slowly/ going blonde. because i might have to not wear my extensions for a while, while i am getting my hair to fully blonde. i don't know, i'm concerned and was wondering if i could pull it off.

here's some photos of me with short, blonde hair:

    

 

 

brisbane and the holidays.

very happy and excited that the holidays are here!
the last week or so of school was very stressful, what with the assignment i had due ~ but i got it done and it's seriously the best feeling in the world. i basically have no work to do over the holidays and i couldn't be happier!

because of this, and the fact i only work thrusdays and sundays, i absolutely want to get away for a few days.
i had planned to go this week but of course i got my period, so i'd rather go next week. i have no idea where we'd stay though..
i think it'd just be juleyin and i, i asked him to see if we could stay at his cousin zane's house, but he's not sure if there's any room there. iunno, i'd just love to spend a night or two out of tweed. i really need it.

other priorities for the holidays are:
- my piercings.
ok i'm so pissed off on this topic. when school went back last term i came to mum with tonnes of good results and said i wanted a piercing because i clearly deserved it. my grandparents were trying to find a new house at the time and she said when everything has settled down. i later revisited the idea, and she said we'll wait till my half yearly exam results come back. then when they did, (and i got really good results) she said in the holidays.
i'm freaking sick and tired of it. i tried to bring it up last night and she ate me alive. i was devastated and got so upset.
i honestly don't understand my mother when it comes to me getting piercings. she let me get my septum and my tragus done about a year ago, but now she won't let me get any more when i just wanted some piercings in my belly, as opposed to the "bull ring" she let me get through my nose
i don't know. i don't think it makes sense.

i know a lot of people think i must be stupid, needing my mother's approval for piercings, but i like to respect her wishes when i can and she's really particular with things like this. but when i turn sixteen in february next year i'll be doing whatever i want as far as piercings and stretchers go, so merh.
i just don't want to wait till then to get piercings that aren't even that bad.
there's a "2 for $50" piercing special going on at the moment and i really want to get my reverse navel and my tongue done, but i don't see mum letting me. this makes me incredibly sad - i hate that i only have seven piercings now. i've taken a few out now...

- another thing i have to get done these holidays is my room. i plan on going through my plastic draws and my bookshelf, and throwing out all my old crap that i have. it's going to be hard, and it's going to take forever.

i want it to be next year, stat.

i need more money!

gshjojfdjk so much to buy and i hate it.
so most weeks, unless i pick up extra shifts (which is rare) i earn $100 per week. i've recently realised this is not enough money to live off. i put away $50 p/wk for my laptop that i'm saving for. this will continue for the better part of this year. then each week i have to put money away for my credit, i go to a lot of parties so i spend a lot of money on alcohol, weed and cigarettes, and i always buy unnecessary things as well as bad food such as mcdonald's every time i go out. this week i am completely broke because last week i spent all my money while drunk.

once i have enough for my laptop (and mum is putting a few hundred in as a christmas present) i need to save for a camera and then a car. i think i might ask for a camera as a birthday present in february next year though. i also need a new ipod and really want a classic, and i want a new phone, mine is a piece of shit.

i just have to work on not spending my money on pointless shit :(