to do list:~

- get extension on history assignment
- do history assignment
- wax eyebrows
- finish english "prejudice" story
- change subjects
- bleach spare extensions that i don't wear
- wax eyebrows
- cut toenails
- paint nails
- paint toenails
- tat designs

ok i need to do these all really soon. i realise most of them are irrelevant little things but i work best when i work with lists. i want most, if not all of these done within the week.

i definitely need to get my english story done and submitted by the end of the week, same goes with my history assignment. fuck this shit, i don't want to do either of them they're so boring and gay. mainly the history one. like basically, i don't give a fuck so stop trying to woo me with your sexy muscles and baseball tees. (i have the hots for my history teacher ~lawl~~)
i also need to change my subjects or i'm screwed.

as for the rest of the list, it's mainly beauty-orientated so i want to get that done for the weekend. even though i'm not doing anything. fuck. -____-

saturday i have to go out to my nan's house because they're moving monday and i won't get a chance to say goodbye to my childhood home otherwise because i'm working sunday. and then obviously, i'm not doing anything on sunday because i'm working so i'm all bored and lonely all weekend yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. :l
then monday i have to help them move in. i hate it, i hate that they're moving but they have to, they lived too far away from us (or anyone for that matter) and if something happened they need to be closer to us.

i suppose tuesday will be my first opportunity to go anywhere or do anything. i'll see if juleyin wants to go away with me the first week or second week n_n

 

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so i'm pretty happy that i got my laptop~

now i can blog a LOT more, plus i can do it on the computer which means i can update my background and theme etc, and i don't know it's just going to be quite beneficial for my blog.
also now i can afford some other things, and i can begin saving for other things!
i have a list of big things that i am saving up for, they are: (in order of importance)
- laptop  ($550 on my part)
- good oversized statement handbag (looking to spend around $200)
- soundwave revolution ticket ($175)
-  high-resolution camera, like a really good one. (looking to spend around $500)
- ipod classic ($300)
- a new really good quality loud ipod dock
-  micro-bead permanent extensions ($300)
-  double bed (a few hundred)
- double mattress (A LOT LOL)

as you can see i'll be saving for a long time but i just need to sort out my priorities and i'm confident i can purchase every single thing on that list. i am so unbelievably proud that i bought a laptop after only saving for a few months. and within the next few weeks i'll be going on a plan with the BlackBerry Bold, i think it's around $50 a month which i'll be able to do i'm sure. i know a lot of people don't like blackberry's, they think they're bad technology and will be outdated within a year (or at least that's what my boyfriend thinks) but i honestly love them to death. before i got the phone i have now, (the motorolla TX5, an android phone) i had the BlackBerry Curve. it was my most loved phone that i've had yet, and i do realize how retarded it sounds but i was honestly attached to that phone. i was on it constantly and it got me through a lot of bad situations that i ended up in last year. i loved the software and i literally despise touch phones, so i was very angry when i had to get the phone i have now, and blackberry's are the few good phones left that aren't touch screen. the phone that i have now has a few cracks in it, and i would care more but i honestly hate it so it's just more of a reason to get rid of it. i've told my boyfriend he can have it when i get my new phone because he is locked into a contract with a phone that broke and can't be repaired, so he's been using a really shitty one.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyway.
so i'll be getting my new BlackBerry within the next week or so, just as long it takes me to use up the credit i just bought i suppose. i hate wasting money. then that will be two technology based things i've just rewarded myself with, omg think of all the blogging and tweeting i'll be doing when i have a phone i actually like.

so with this statement handbag that i want, EOFYS or end of financial year sales are happening very soon and i'm hoping to pick up a really nice, oversized handbag that stands out compared to the dull things that i usually wear, and i'm hoping to get it a bit cheaper than they usually are. if not i'm fine with that, if i can't afford one that i like i'll put it on layby and pay it off over time, i love saving purely for the good feeling you get when you finally pay off the thing you've been saving for.
here are some pictures of handbags i found on google, i like them but i think i'm going to have to search high and low for the right bag. it has to be perfect, and massive, and have lots of different pockets and compartments, and be out there. preferably a different colour, like a bright red.

I GOT MY LAPPYTOP AND I COULDN'T BE HAPPIER

this beast is hot.

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hair

i don't know what to do with it!!
being boring is pissing me off, but i suppose that's what happens when you've got a job. shqigvakbaoscs@+@ and i want more piercings.
so the other day i bleached some parts of my hair, just a few foils. they went orange as expected, so i put a turquoise colour through it and it turned out a green colour that i actually liked. last night i re-bleached those parts and they're still orange/yellow! can't believe it, i really didn't think i had that much colour build-up. so i put the blue through again it's now green again. the second bleaching actually did damage my hair a bit so i'm going to wait a while before redoing it.
i'm not too worried though, it's in the underlayers of my hair so you can barely see it and it actually looks pretty nice.
eventually i want to have white through my hair. i want other colours in it too but i'm not sure what and i need to work it out before i kill my hair for no reason. i wanted black and white but i'm not sure where the parts will be, i'll google some images and see.

lol fuck google, nothing good on there. i've decided to keep putting big foils in my hair, and get them really blonde before i put the next lot in, it's going to take fucking ages but oh well.
last night i was wearing a blonde wig of shawna's, it looked so cool and made me 100% certain i'm going back blonde. it's going to be difficult though. my hair is naturally dark and i have dark colour build-up.
ugh wish i could stay happy with one hair colour, i just want long, healthy hair.

but i'm so over dark hair!

i am also saving up for micro-bead hair extensions, like the permanent ones. they're $300 so after i get my laptop then it's another one of my priorities. but i want my hair to be blonde before i get them, i don't want to bleach the extensions.

so productive today!

ok so today i went to school, as per usual it was shit. but today is wednesday (sport day) so i get to leave at 12 o'clock. c:
i got the bus to tweed city, and then walked down to my gym (about a 5-10 minute walk).
i did a really good work out today, consisting of:
- running for 15 minutes, burning 75 calories and running about 1.5 kms
- rowing for 1km
- cycling for 1.6 kms
- my ab exercises in reps of 15
- inner thigh machiney-thing

i wasn't too worn out but i felt great for going because i haven't been in ages plus my self body image has been even more horrible lately.
i've also started doing 80 sit-ups every night before bed, i hope it helps because my stomach is my main insecurity.
then i walked back down to tweed city and met mum and did the grocery shopping with her.

now i'm at home and because i finally have some time on my hands i'm putting those foils in my hair that i've wanted for ages. i'm a bit peeved off because the developer i use with my bleach isn't too strong which is good, but i'm not sure if it'll go blonde. i don't want to have to wait a week with orange hair and bleach it again or some bullshit.
anyway, with my hair i'm slowly going white, so i'm going to start with some blonde foils in the right side of my head, (that's where the foils i have in now are) and then i'll make them white, and i'll gradually keep putting more white in my hair. i'm not sure if i want it white all over but i'm making my way there anyway.
when i can afford it i'm getting permanent extensions also, i'm sick of my clip ins and i think they'll just look nicer.

below is a photo of me currently, with my sexy, sexy foils that will turn orange.

extra money, extra purchases ★

ok so today was a public holiday and i was working which means double time and a half.
i worked 5 hours today and that means an extra $95 pay this week, yay!
because i've made basically double i'm going to save double.
i'll be getting paid around $196 on friday, so i'm going to save $100 of that. that will leave me with $96.
$6 goes to my gym contribution, obviously leaving me with $90.
then i need to buy credit, which makes my leisure total $60.
i want to buy some merch online and then save absolutely as much as i can. i want my new piercings soon, plus End Of Financial Year Sales are on very soon and i need money so i can look out for good specials.
i need to do better than this week, only decent thing i bought was a t-shirt for $30 and all of my money is gone.

dear assorted people who have no relevance in my life:

stop trying to control me.

what, you think you know better than me? i know myself, i know my own story - how about you?
stick to your own business, nosey little pricks.