acrylic love

have recently discovered the joy of doing my own fake nails. my hands look so slender and beautiful with them and cutting/filing/decorating them is just so much fun! i am waiting on a few packages in the mail, some of which contain rhinestones/bows etc i can put on my nails. so excited!
here are two images from my first two attempts.

first attempt, plain black.

second attempt, hot pink with assorted embellishments and glitter.

NYE

life update

it seems things have been less chaotic lately, yet equally challenging on my stability.
my boyfriend and i have been back together for over two months now, and while things are going fantastic at this current point in time - it hasn't been easy. we have already had a few major fights and issues, though we were able to overcome them in a fashion we would never have been able to manage in the past. because of this, i am actually grateful for the turmoil he has caused within our relationship. we are much stronger now, and i could not be more pleased about that.

i have been back at school full time for about five weeks now, since the start of this term and the start of year twelve. things are proving harder than i expected, though, could i really expect anything less? i haven't attended school (properly) at all this year. just the occasional few classes before leaving anyway, and of course then there's the months on end that i rarely left the house, let alone attend school.

i have come a long way with my disorders, and while i am pleased about that i can feel myself slipping. but i now have the skills to work through it, the honeymoon phase wasn't going to last forever.
over the next few weeks/months i am going to focus on the fact that i really don't have that much longer at school, just one more year and i will be done; not to mention the fact that some of my favourite holidays are in the very near future! get out your wishlists and prepare for the flood of drunken posts & photos.

back to blonde

*QUICK APOLOGY*
over the past few weeks i have been insanely busy - i have been going out a lot, away on camp for a week, started year 12 and in general just being a lazy motherfucker when it comes to my blog. hopefully i can find some sort of motivation considering the amount of school work i have actually been doing as of late. if i can study i can blog, right?

this post should probably have come sooner as i have been back blonde for a while now, but regardless, i am actually incredibly happy with my hair for once. i have received so many compliments, and i actually feel beautiful for the first time in a long time.
i feel like myself again. (◡‿◡✿)

beach outing

went to the beach with my boyfriend yesterday, here are just a few snapshots i got. ps, i think i am finally showing how much effort i am putting into losing weight and working out/taking care of my body.

back together

so my boyfriend of two years and i broke up in february this year, and i am very pleased to say we started dating again on the 31st of august.
i am as infatuated with him as i ever was, he is such an amazing person and i am so glad that we are giving things another shot, i have missed having him in my life - not only as a boyfriend, but as a person and a friend.
all of the recent photos i have of us together are rather crap, but here's a few old ones any way - with the oldest being from early 2010.

new piercings & recent outings

last thursday i got two new tongue piercings. i used to have my tongue pierced, though i had to take it out due to being in hospital at the start of the year. i decided to get two this time, one where the old one used to be and one pushed a little further back.







i have also been out quite a bit this past week for parties and hangs with some friends.