back to blonde

*QUICK APOLOGY*
over the past few weeks i have been insanely busy - i have been going out a lot, away on camp for a week, started year 12 and in general just being a lazy motherfucker when it comes to my blog. hopefully i can find some sort of motivation considering the amount of school work i have actually been doing as of late. if i can study i can blog, right?

this post should probably have come sooner as i have been back blonde for a while now, but regardless, i am actually incredibly happy with my hair for once. i have received so many compliments, and i actually feel beautiful for the first time in a long time.
i feel like myself again. (◡‿◡✿)

beach outing

went to the beach with my boyfriend yesterday, here are just a few snapshots i got. ps, i think i am finally showing how much effort i am putting into losing weight and working out/taking care of my body.

back together

so my boyfriend of two years and i broke up in february this year, and i am very pleased to say we started dating again on the 31st of august.
i am as infatuated with him as i ever was, he is such an amazing person and i am so glad that we are giving things another shot, i have missed having him in my life - not only as a boyfriend, but as a person and a friend.
all of the recent photos i have of us together are rather crap, but here's a few old ones any way - with the oldest being from early 2010.

new piercings & recent outings

last thursday i got two new tongue piercings. i used to have my tongue pierced, though i had to take it out due to being in hospital at the start of the year. i decided to get two this time, one where the old one used to be and one pushed a little further back.







i have also been out quite a bit this past week for parties and hangs with some friends.

just a few snapshots

my good friend B needed models for one of her major projects in art and photography, so of course i put up my hand.
i don't know what it is, maybe i'm just an attention whore - but i love anything where the focus is on me or if people are working on me. eg, when someone is drawing me and i have to stay perfectly still, or doing my makeup, or if they're photographing me. i just love it.
here's some photos from that day, most of which were actually from my camera that i took when some other models were being photographed. >.<










sneaky giggle :3

and bullshit

and party, and bullshit.
lately i have been going out, a lot. this is actually quite an unusual thing for me, as over the past few months i have become somewhat of a hermit.
drinking and partying seems to be the only thing to take my mind off things, the only thing that makes me feel happy - and oddly enough lately people seem to be having a lot more parties and there is a sudden influx of people who actually want to see me. i have a few gatherings lined up in the near future - hopefully i remember to get some photos seeing as i always seem to forget to!
i've been trying to spend more time on doing things for myself, but it's proving harder than i thought. i actually don't even know what makes me happy or what i enjoy any more. running seems like an easier option for the time being.

spring is on the way

today it is the 19th of august, which means in twelve days spring will be here.
the air is already getting nicer, the days are getting longer and the sun is showing its warm, beautiful self more and more each day. i could not be happier.
yesterday i went to the beach for the first time since the beginning months of the year, and while the trip was  not fantastic due to the chill wind that blew piles of sand in my face, it was something. i could not be more excited for the warm weather and the sense of joy that comes with it.
lately it has occurred to me that i have now spent 3/4 of the year wasted being miserable and a slave to my own thoughts - so i am overjoyed to have the end of the year on it's way.

it is now more crucial than ever to have my body in pristine condition, i simply cannot wait for summer to come when i can tan every other day and have a reason to work out/shave my legs. also excited for summer fashion and in general not shivering to death every time a breeze passes by or when it gets past 4pm.
though i have been fake tanning a fair bit lately, i need the real deal.

on another note, i am almost blonde. hair is a current mixture of dull orange/yellow and strawberry blonde with my dark underlayers. hopefully only one or two more bleaches and i will be blonde again!
the future is looking up.